Saturday, April 6, 2013

insomnia...

i'm looking at you and you don't even know it.. you passed through my life without understanding it and burned on your way a path i can't erase. I see you now and feel you foreign, you that felt so familiar from the first moment. A deep sadness takes hold of my heart. You were never mine, but i selfishly wanted you closer the longest i could. You were never mine, but in my soul i possessed a thousand times.. I felt your strong arms and looked into your big beautiful eyes.. I trembled at the thought anything bad could happen to you and when you came back, i felt relief. I felt sad that you left me yet strangely happy at the thought you were same as always.. i sometimes reach out my hand and hope you can feel my caress on your cheek, i lean forward and try to kiss your eyes.. if i only could.. but you don't even know i'm here...

... serf ek pal..
... hamari aankom se mulakat...
... mera dil ki bat thi...
... kabhi nahin mera haath ki jaane ke liye...
... tumhare honth jhuth ko bata kabhi nahin hoga...